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So as of now, I am sitting in my studio, getting ready to draw onto my litho stone which must be finished tonight in time for class tomorrow at 5 pm.  I have to have my picture drawn, etched and second etched by that time. I'm screwed. Very very screwed.

Lately I've been wondering if being an art major is right for me.  I've been extremely frustrated with ideas  and I don't feel like I really belong here anymore.  Usually I'd feel right at home if this was something that was good for me. But sadly I dont. I spent all of Friday night with my boyfriend, crying about how I can't do any of this and how I feel like I shouldnt be here anymore and that I should just quit this major and be a poli/sci just like everyone else. I dont want that, but it's starting to feel like that's what should happen.

I dont feel creative. I feel kind of like I've reached my artistic limit. Like ideas just aren't going to come easily anymore.  And the sad part about all of this is that only one class has made me feel this way and that's my printmaking class. Metals and graphic design are great.

I'm just ready to get my graphic design stuff really going. That will be super fun :)

Oh well, I need to get drawing. I'm starting to get sleepy and I have waaaaay to much work that needs to get done.


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"I should just quit this major and be a poli/sci just like everyone else. I dont want that, but it's starting to feel like that's what should happen."

The "I don't want to do that" seems like enough proof to me that you're in your right element. Hmm? (:

Nah, I'm not dead. I was going to ask how school is going but you sort of summed it up there wahah!
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~aquanetnightmare Sep 14, 2007  Professional Interface Designer
Yea, I'm so uber stressed right now lol

how about you? how's school? what are you taking this semester
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